Saya ga ngerti. Saya kenapa?
Saya ga ngerti. Kenapa harus sedalam ini perasaan saya sama kamu?
Saya ga ngerti. Kenapa saya harus gantungin semangat hidup saya sama kamu?
Saya ga ngerti. Kenapa harus secandu ini saya sama kamu?
Saya ga ngerti. Kenapa begitu mendesak, rasa butuh saya akan kamu?
Disaat saya tahu, kamu ga melakukan hal yang sama.

Orang pada nganggep gua meracau di twitter itu untuk memamerkan perasaan gua. Haha. gua pamer sih, tapi bukan ke mereka, ke elo.

Sekarang gua tau kenapa cewe butuh boneka. Jadi pas lagi ancur, stres, galau, ada something yang bisa dipeluk..guling sih ga keitung, gapunya muka gitu.
Eh iya ga sih?
Gua sih iya

tau ancur ga? kalo gatau, lo liat gua deh

Perasaan antara pengen dibaca, dan gamau dibaca, kadang malah bikin pusing sendiri. Harusnya bukan kebebasan berpendapat aja yang dibuat undang-undang, kebebasan bergalau dan nyampah di timeline twitter juga dibuat undang-undang

Dulu gua gatau apa itu definisi galau sebenarnya apa.
Yang gua tau, galau adalah saat buku matematika gua penuh dengan kata-kata romantis-najis-cuih-cuih-sosweet-penuh perasaan yang gua coret-coret dengan kalap dimeja paling belakang, pas lagi pelajaran Bahasa Sunda di sekolah.
Sekarang.
Kalo gua bahkan ga sanggup mendeskripsikan satu kataa aja apa yang gua rasakan.
Namanya jadi apa?

Made it

Once upon a time, there was a girl who dropped her heart into a deep ravine.
After a long journey, she finally reached her heart, which meant, got inside the ravine.
She felt like the happiest girl alive.
She felt like the luckiest girl ever.
And everything was as perfect as it could be. Then...
one day, that girl decided to climb the ravine, then go away.
Nobody knows why, neither ravine nor even the girl.

Finally, she's up.
She was happy because she finally saw the sunlight. But it didn't last...
Then she realized, that she left her heart still on the ravine.
Because she cannot live without her heart, she decided to get her heart back.
So, she went to mouth of the ravine, try to pick her heart.
But, whatever she did to get it, she never could reach her heart, it's too deep. It's fell too deep.
She got tired, then she just sat there, stared on the ravine
She gave up taking her heart up. She started to miss the ravine.
She remembered her times inside, remembered she was the happiest girl alive.
Then she knew, she never ever could pick her heart up. The only way to get it is, falling back into the ravine.
So that's what she decided to do, find away to get into the ravine. Go home, to the place she used to live.
But, she cannot find the way. Maybe because there is NO way, or maybe it just too dark so she couldn't notice.
So that, untill now, she just standing on the brink, wait untill the darkness fade, untill she can find a way to fallin back into the ravine.

End? dunno