Sunday...mourning

Hello!
Yep, how pathetic my post title is haha
it's seems like one of my family/friends is dead so i called today is sunday mourning.
But it's just my heart got breaking again
i knoow i know it's sucks for getting this hiperbolic thing strikes again-__-
but it's been 2 days and i haven't recovered yet

So a week ago i met this guy, have been known him for a month.
Different school, different worlds. but hey buddy, social media has a magical feature that can make these people met.
Started from basic introduction, have a little talk about future, life, and i found we never stopped untill...2 days ago
i don't know what happened
maybe it's our first met.
Failed? i'm not sure. it's fine. no romantic scene, but fine.
Nothing wrong with me, so maybe it's him.
Had too high expectations on me. So i end up dissapointed him.
Then that what he did, gooonnnneeeeeee.
And here i am, feeling more gloomy than ever.
I don't understand, we just met once, had not really unyu-unyu conversation



Then why i have to love this stranger that much, and hurt that much?