Perasaan antara pengen dibaca, dan gamau dibaca, kadang malah bikin pusing sendiri. Harusnya bukan kebebasan berpendapat aja yang dibuat undang-undang, kebebasan bergalau dan nyampah di timeline twitter juga dibuat undang-undang

Dulu gua gatau apa itu definisi galau sebenarnya apa.
Yang gua tau, galau adalah saat buku matematika gua penuh dengan kata-kata romantis-najis-cuih-cuih-sosweet-penuh perasaan yang gua coret-coret dengan kalap dimeja paling belakang, pas lagi pelajaran Bahasa Sunda di sekolah.
Sekarang.
Kalo gua bahkan ga sanggup mendeskripsikan satu kataa aja apa yang gua rasakan.
Namanya jadi apa?

Made it

Once upon a time, there was a girl who dropped her heart into a deep ravine.
After a long journey, she finally reached her heart, which meant, got inside the ravine.
She felt like the happiest girl alive.
She felt like the luckiest girl ever.
And everything was as perfect as it could be. Then...
one day, that girl decided to climb the ravine, then go away.
Nobody knows why, neither ravine nor even the girl.

Finally, she's up.
She was happy because she finally saw the sunlight. But it didn't last...
Then she realized, that she left her heart still on the ravine.
Because she cannot live without her heart, she decided to get her heart back.
So, she went to mouth of the ravine, try to pick her heart.
But, whatever she did to get it, she never could reach her heart, it's too deep. It's fell too deep.
She got tired, then she just sat there, stared on the ravine
She gave up taking her heart up. She started to miss the ravine.
She remembered her times inside, remembered she was the happiest girl alive.
Then she knew, she never ever could pick her heart up. The only way to get it is, falling back into the ravine.
So that's what she decided to do, find away to get into the ravine. Go home, to the place she used to live.
But, she cannot find the way. Maybe because there is NO way, or maybe it just too dark so she couldn't notice.
So that, untill now, she just standing on the brink, wait untill the darkness fade, untill she can find a way to fallin back into the ravine.

End? dunno

Heartbeat - Tahiti 80

Enough for me is not much for you
Won't you forgive me that's all I can do
Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find another way to say
I love you more each day
It's quite romantic I know
That's how I wanna feel today...
I wanna feel this way

Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find another way to say
I love you more each day
It's quite romantic I know
That's how I wanna feel today
I wanna feel this way, today

Can you feel my heartbeat
Can you feel my heartbeat
Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find, no I'll never find
Another way to say
I love you more each day

well...

Hari itu, aku rindu rumah kita

Maka hari itu aku pergi kesana, tak berani berharap kau ada

Aku berdiri di muka pintu, mengekspektasi kesunyian

Tapi gelak tawa mengejutkanku, itu tawamu

Aku tersenyum, bersiap membuka pintu dan mengejutkanmu

Tapi gelak tawa lain menghentikanku

Tubuhku berhenti bergerak, jantungku berhenti berdetak

Aku kenal tawa itu, dulu aku pernah mendengarnya

Tapi tidak disini, di rumah ini, bersama kamu

Dulu suaranya biasa saja

Tapi mengapa sekarang tawanya berubah menjadi suara decit memuakkan?

Aku terduduk di depan pintu, bertanya-tanya apakah aku salah alamat

Kutanya pada resepsionis di bagian depan hatiku, katanya benar disini

Tapi kenapa....

Lalu aku sadar

Rumah ini begitu indah, dengan penghuni yang lebih indah

Jadi bodoh kalau aku berpikir hanya aku yang nyaman tinggal di dalamnya

Dan benar, 1 tamu datang, memasuki rumah ini (masih pantaskah kusebut rumah kita?) tanpa kuketahui

Kalian menghidupkan perapiannya...maksudku, astaga, kupikir hanya AKU dan kamu yang bisa menyalakannya

Aku masih terduduk di depan pintu

Mendengarkan gelak tawa yang sahut menyahut

Apa yang harus kulakukan?

Yang sejujurnya, aku ingin melemparkan dia kedalam perapian

Biarlah dia hangus terbakar..toh itu kursiku

Tapi aku ini siapa, coba?

Hal yang terbaik yang bisa kulakukan adalah lari, lari sejauh-jauhnya

Meninggalkan rumah ini, beserta kursi-kursi, beserta perapian, beserta kamu

Ya ya ya, lebih baik daripada menunggu giliranku kembali seperti orang idiot

Tapi aku pinginnya, setelah aku pergi, rumah itu hilang

Karena aku tahu aku tak akan pernah tahan untuk tak kembali pulang

My new boyfriend(s) :))))

Hmm..lama ga cerita di blog ini, kalian juga pasti gatau kalo aku punya pacar baru ya kan? yakan?
yeah, new boyfriend(s)
kok pake s?

becauseee....both in my-hannah-montana-life, i have a boyfriend :D
Wioko Muggy Kurnia for the real one (halo yok! aylapyu :p) and Mario Maurer for my unicorn woorld, yeaaah i got myself became a perfect girl in the world XD

Oke oke, jadi gini, kalian pasti juga baru tau, kalo aku sama si aa logan lerman udah putus. did you read that? P-U-T-U-S, alesannya ga sepele loh..fatal banget..karena logan itu...sebenernya...kurang ganteng dibanding akang Mario Maurer

ehm, yeah, i just watched a Thai move titled "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" (anyway, it was awesome, i rolled-cried (?) on the ending) and found my angel there..

Correct! the-blue-shirt-one!!!! Kyaaaaaa

CLTCL ini bercerita tentang seorang cewe cupu yang naksir mati-matian sama kaka kelasnya (agak mirip sama gue-dan yoko yang kakak kelas- HUAHAHAHHA :p), pokoknya si cewe itu udah berbuat segalanya buat ngedapetin cowo itu..dan...ah tonton sendiri deh, film ini penuh dengan adegan unyu yang bikin garuk-garuk tanah..huaa..

Lanjut, di film ini, tokoh si kaka-kelas-ganteng-terkenal-yang-disukain-cewe-cupu diperankan oleh Mario Maurer. Oh damn you have to know that he is extremely cute! the cutest guy alive pokoknya, foto-fotonya bisa diliat disini...

Gak gak gakuaaaat

Gila, bikin mimisan banget ga sih? Maaf ya logan, aku salah nilai kamu...kamu...ternyata ga ada apa-apanya dibanding dia..bye, logan, hellooooooo My marioo :*




kay, insane.

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Maygaaaats udah 423984308740 abad gua ga posting.
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