Sekarang gua bingung nih, kalo misalnya suka sama beberapa orang, itu kan bukannya ga setia, tapi kita itu cari yang terbaik, atau buat gue, cari yang gak "wasting time", karena dulu udah cukup, i wasted two years, dude, two years, untuk akhirnya jatuh dan jatuh semakin dalam.

Emang kenapa kalo wasting time? Harus kerja target?

yaaa ga gitu juga sih, hanya saja, perasaan sial macam itu pasti ada, but when i cannot see who is he anymore, it become harder. dan gue juga bosen patah hati mulu, jadi ya intinya sekarang lebih liat-liat lah kalo suka sama orang.

Ini gua ngomong apa sih?

Next To You

From Facebook

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 25 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

On Bended Knee - BoysIIMen

(eeeh? so i'm actually not?)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF:

Billionaire - Bruno Mars ft. Travi McCoy

(I wanna be a BILLIONAIRE! Soo faking right)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Love The Way You Lie - Sam Tsui

(HA!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Cosmic Girl - Jamiroquai

(Feel like a cosmic girl? Alien!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Ingin Putus Saja - Gamaliel, audrey, cantika

(Waddahel?)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry

(We'llbe young forever!! \m/ )

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Just Stand Up - Various Artists

(I have to stand up, probably -__-)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Burnin' up - Jonas Brothers

(iee?? Once i do wrong, ther're gonna burn me up -,-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Make It Mine - Jason Mraz

(HAHA! Damn right)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Crush - David Archuletta

(...............)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Gotta find you - Joe Jonas

(i always find em')

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

(hmm....)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Fallin For You - Colbie Calliat

(Yeah, i grow to falling for you --")

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Terpesona - Glenn Fredly ft. Audy

(ANJAAASSS!!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

I Bleieve I Can Fly - Bianca Ryan

(Wah, romantis nih, boleh boleh)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

One Sweet Day - Mariah Carey ft backstreet boys

("and i know you're shinning down on me from heaven," :')

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Butterfly - Mariah Carey

(Baca : Lompat-lompatan autis)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Terlalu - Maliq d'Essentials

(-__________________-)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

(Raaaraara aaaaah, ramaa ramamaaaaargh, WANT YOUR BAD ROMANCE!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Tatto - Jordin Sparks

(zzzzztttt codet aja belum beres, mau dikasih tato)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Seindah Biasa - Siti Nurhaliza

("Pernah kita jatuh, mencoba berdiri, menahan sakit dan menangis. Tapi arti hidup lebih dari itu. Takkan mungkin kita bertahan hidup dalam kesendirian, panas terik hujan badai, kita lalui bersama" :D)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Next To You - Jordin Sparks

(oke, dimaafkan)

wow

Rasanya makin lama makin sulit, menentukan kemana angin berhembus, dimana angin ingin tinggal, dan kapankah angin harus berhenti berhembus lalu bergelung diam di tempat ia seharusnya berada.

Benarkah hal yang paling sulit di dunia ini adalah mengerjakan soal vektor? tidak, yang paling sulit adalah mengambil keputusan, menetapkan pendirian, dan bersikap konsisten.

Dimanakah bisa kutemukan alat pembangkit mood? Toko Terang? Indomart?

Karena rasanya terlalu lama aku menunggu, terlalu lelah untuk bergerak, padahal masih terlalu cepat untuk menyerah.

Padahal, hidup terlalu indah untuk dilewati dengan rasa lelah, yang walau pasti ada, tapi tidak seharusnya dijadikan default-mood, hidup terlalu indah untuk dilalui dengan keputus-asaan, padahal yang diatas *liat atap* masih punya banyak rahasia untuk disingkap.

Jadi kenapa?

Terlalu banyak menuntut..nah itu dia, terlalu ingin seluruh skenario hidup sempurna, itu juga. Padahal Sinetron Indosiar ga akan seru kalo ga ada siluman kalajengking, padahal Gala Sinetron SCTV ga akan bikin gereget kalo sang kekasih mati ditabrak mobil dan amnesia. Hidup selalu punya cacat, kenapa gak mau nerima itu?

Cobaan pasti ada, halangan pasti banyak, tapi bukan berarti rasa pengen lompat dari jurang juga harus makin besar. Belajar dewasa, belajar ikhlas, itu....ITU!

Sejak saat itu kita sadar bahwa kita ada di dunia ini, benar kan?

Ada yang mau nyanyiin buat gue?

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try

[Chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Ooooooo
Beautiful Soul, yeah
Oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul
Yeah

Jessie Mccartney - Beuatiful Soul

Pencuri Detik

Mencuri detik diantara rimbun semak pengiring jalur monoton.
Tercekoki khayalnya oleh ratusan perkamen-perkamen lusuh.
Hilang warasnya, surut tertarik.
Tergiur, melebur, dan akhirnya tercebur kedalam sebuah dunia.
Yang terlelap, 10 tahun menanti untuk dibangkitkan.

Menghembus nafas yang sedari tadi menghela, sang gadis terpejam.
Bahagia dibuatnya, setelah menjalani kehidupan lain yang bergulir tak datar.
Bukan mengenainya, bukan tentang yang ada.
Tapi tentang sebuah kisah yang mati apabila terkatup.

Gadis itu masih terpejam, berdebar.
Tertinggal di dadanya, masih sebuah kehidupan.
Terpaku di relungnya, adalah sebuah imaji.
Bukan tentang masa depan, bukan tentang yang kasat mata.
Tapi tentang sebuah hidup yang abadi dalam genggamannya.

Last Puzzle Piece

Ini sebenerenya puisi yang disuruh bikin buat DH Osis/MPK , tapi karena ternyata gua bikinnya bagus *plak* jadi gua posting

Last Puzzle Piece

You are the because for my every why

You are the reason in my every condition

You are Dhurva, the shinnest single star in my eyes

You'll always have the most beautiful palace in my heart

So i wish i could find you there

To make it complete, as the last Puzzle piece

P.s : Kang (mending baca dianya --") , jangan dianggep serius yak, kan disuruhnya gombal, begitu deh jadinya hehe

Mau? :D

Punya

Kita juga punya, kita berdua.
Tapi kayanya semesta belum mengizinkan :')

Hate em!

If there's a one thing, one animal, i hate, that is

THIS!