as real time shadows

while my eyes closed, I see.
abstract silhouette of a shadow
divorced, ruffled, gathered, together.
paint a face as real time shadows.
you.

pensive
hard to believe, and I do not want to believe
that my brain is sophisticated enough to record your smile
and play back when darkness swallowed the light,
when my eyes closed.

frustrated
you, do not also go
incarnated in the shadows of false
in my heart.

I realized
I no longer flat as a mirror.
and I want to
you have, more than a superficial as real time shadows.


16-01-10
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